Wednesday, February 24, 2010
AM I AN ATTENTION SEEKER ?? ans: yes i am but only to the person that i love..DO I LOVE TO BE PAMPERED?? ans: yes i love to be pampered by the person tt i love..
Hmmm its been a long long time since i last update..ALOT had happen..
i dun even know how or where to begin.. but yea maybe i'll just begin with how i am feelin ryte now..
ryte now i feel like i m all alone..
y??
coz i m emo-ing so tts y i m alone now coz most doesnt like a person tt is emo-ing..
and mostly the peeps tt i know will say i m an attention seeker just coz i m emo-ing..
anyways...
go ahead and say wat u like coz fer wat i know i dun seek attention from others but just from the person tt i love..so yea..
and yea i m the type of person tt is very manje..
i love to be pampered by my bf..
and i m soooo manje tt if my bf were to raise his voice at me or scold me..
i'll AUTO CRY...
well i know i m startin to sound like a spoilt brat...
but yea tts the way i m and i cnt help being tt way...
but is it wrong to be tt way??
and yea if u cant or dont like the way i m...
plss do be my guess and walk away from my life..
i would rather be all alone den hav hypocrites in ma life...
and isnt it sad when u hv a bf tt dun console u when r emo-ing ...
and just say not to think too much and just move on...
SIGH...
in times like this when others turn their back on me..
i just wish u were there fer me and to really understand how i m feelin now instaed of throwin tantrums at me...
sometimes.. when i say its ok it doesnt really mean i m ok..
sometimes when i say u dun have to..doesnt mean u really dun have to..
sigh sometimes i wonder..why am i always there when someone needs me
when yet they r not here when i need them...
Posted by BabyYaya at 2:40 AM
Thursday, February 4, 2010
hmm..just gonna do a quick update here on wat i ve been up to yest..
woke up at about 1++pm had my shower and my lunch..
after that as usual online..sign in to msn..prince(DJ AC) was online..
woke up at about 1++pm had my shower and my lunch..
after that as usual online..sign in to msn..prince(DJ AC) was online..
said hello to him and he said he's gonna ON AIR..so yea..i tune in to GerekFM..
quite a few was there too..then i afk for awhile to camwhore!
josh is doin up banner for the FM and he needs all the djs pics..
so yea..got a few gd shots..heheh!
after tht back to Fm..
i think at about 4++pm DJ AC off air so i took over him..
well overall i did ok on air tdy just that my connection abit sick!
hmm i off air at about 8.30pm..coz my connection was gettin worse!
so after tht i logout frm FM and msn for awhile to rest my eyes..
SIGH..
idk why i feel so down today..i dont even know why tears keep comin..
just feel so down all of the sudden..
i cried even while talkin to dar otp..the more he console me..the harder i cried..
quite a few was there too..then i afk for awhile to camwhore!
josh is doin up banner for the FM and he needs all the djs pics..
so yea..got a few gd shots..heheh!
after tht back to Fm..
i think at about 4++pm DJ AC off air so i took over him..
well overall i did ok on air tdy just that my connection abit sick!
hmm i off air at about 8.30pm..coz my connection was gettin worse!
so after tht i logout frm FM and msn for awhile to rest my eyes..
SIGH..
idk why i feel so down today..i dont even know why tears keep comin..
just feel so down all of the sudden..
i cried even while talkin to dar otp..the more he console me..the harder i cried..
and i just realise how much i m missing him..just wish he's here with me now..*tears*
dar..bby miss dar dar so much..i just..*tears*
sorry i really cant continue with this post now..i m too emotional right now..
dar..bby miss dar dar so much..i just..*tears*
sorry i really cant continue with this post now..i m too emotional right now..
Posted by BabyYaya at 1:24 AM
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
HARLOWS ALLZ~!!
ok i hvnt been updatin my blog for~ erm~ not quite sure for how long~
anyways~ alot of things happen lately~
like exp me and dar dar~ we've been havin our bad times lately~
firstly its due to time we hve for ech other is gettin lesser and lesser~
things didnt go as how he had planned~
it kinda sux but somehow i ve to understand his situation~ i mean like i cant expect him to entertain me alone~
apart from me he still have his family~ and of cause family have to come first~
SIGH~
enuff about tt~ the next thing is~ dar dar is struggling to cope with his driving course in camp~
i can see tht he is really trying so hard to pass all the test he takes but~
sometimes he just cant concentrate due to he gets distracted easily~
but he's not givin up~ he's still tryin hard~ to make it til the end of the course~
dont worry dar dar~ bby will be standin strong with dar dar k~ eventhough at times i may sound agitated or irritated~
i will nvr give up on u k~ ily and i always will~
and bby sorry k if bby havent been a good gf to dar dar~
after all~ i m just a normal human being~ i make mistakes~ but i learn from it~
HMM~
COUNTING DOWN!!
so in two weeks time~ on CNY holidays~ dar dar ask me to cme meet his parents!!!
*SCREAM*
NERVOUS la sey~!! at first i was very reluctant to say yes to dar dar~ but since dar dar say its for the sake of our RL~
i said "OK" (maciam nak nanges la sey!) hahas and dar dar was so happy tt i m FINALLY gonna meet his parents!!
AND AND AND!!
i m OFFICIALLY one of GerekFM DJs!!
chey chey chey DJ YaYa BaM BaMs pew!! wakakakaka!
to those tht is still wonderin wat and where GerekFM is~
let me educate u guys a lil aites!
GerekFM is an online FM thingy tt is own by josh ajen serigale and apart from me & joshy we hve other djs as well~
to know more just check it out urself aites! PAHAM SMUE?? hahas!
and yea i'll put up the link k! so do check us out~!!
ok i hvnt been updatin my blog for~ erm~ not quite sure for how long~
anyways~ alot of things happen lately~
like exp me and dar dar~ we've been havin our bad times lately~
firstly its due to time we hve for ech other is gettin lesser and lesser~
things didnt go as how he had planned~
it kinda sux but somehow i ve to understand his situation~ i mean like i cant expect him to entertain me alone~
apart from me he still have his family~ and of cause family have to come first~
SIGH~
enuff about tt~ the next thing is~ dar dar is struggling to cope with his driving course in camp~
i can see tht he is really trying so hard to pass all the test he takes but~
sometimes he just cant concentrate due to he gets distracted easily~
but he's not givin up~ he's still tryin hard~ to make it til the end of the course~
dont worry dar dar~ bby will be standin strong with dar dar k~ eventhough at times i may sound agitated or irritated~
i will nvr give up on u k~ ily and i always will~
and bby sorry k if bby havent been a good gf to dar dar~
after all~ i m just a normal human being~ i make mistakes~ but i learn from it~
HMM~
COUNTING DOWN!!
so in two weeks time~ on CNY holidays~ dar dar ask me to cme meet his parents!!!
*SCREAM*
NERVOUS la sey~!! at first i was very reluctant to say yes to dar dar~ but since dar dar say its for the sake of our RL~
i said "OK" (maciam nak nanges la sey!) hahas and dar dar was so happy tt i m FINALLY gonna meet his parents!!
AND AND AND!!
i m OFFICIALLY one of GerekFM DJs!!
chey chey chey DJ YaYa BaM BaMs pew!! wakakakaka!
to those tht is still wonderin wat and where GerekFM is~
let me educate u guys a lil aites!
GerekFM is an online FM thingy tt is own by josh ajen serigale and apart from me & joshy we hve other djs as well~
to know more just check it out urself aites! PAHAM SMUE?? hahas!
and yea i'll put up the link k! so do check us out~!!