Sunday, April 17, 2011
Test Test !! Hahas okie so i m still alive huh?? hmm havent been updatin since..... let me see.... almost a year?? yea.. shud be almost a year since my last update... wow!! time really flies very2 fast huh..?
So.. must b wonderin wat happened and where i ve been ryte?? can i just not tell?? course i can not tell!! ekekeke!! okok.. sumtink happened.. sumtink tt really makes me open up my eyes n my senses.. i ve really learnt my lessons..really i have.. and i must admit tt it really changed my life.. i guess i m much2 happier now den before.. i ve stop livin in fear and i ve gain lots of confidence in myself..be more positive.. be more tolerance.. i ve also learnt how to cherish my life and family and friends that loves n cares for me..honestly.. i can say that for the past 7months.. i ve gove thru hell.. that i m sure i never and will not go thru again in my life.. and this is a promise i make to myself..breakin this promise means that i am betrayin myself..and the MOST unexpected HAPPENED!! gosh sumtimes i feel like i m dreamin but i m not!! guess wat?? i ve lost weight!! hahas!! ok like duh.. not a big deal huh? but it is to me!! i was like 84kg and now i m like 61kg!! AMAZING huh?? yea yea.. but really i myself was shock too..! anyways i still think i need to lose more.. my aim is ... 55kg.. still a long way to go... T_T i m strugglin to maintain my diet.. but its kinda really2 hard!! i really hope i can reach my aim by say.. early 2012?? *CROSS FINGERS* aniwaes.. i have a new job now.. no more dealin with real estates.. too stressful!! now i m werkin @ Thai Express.. F&B as usual.. hectic and tiring.. but its good though..its like an excercise for me to keep losin weight.. lots of walkin and movin around non stop.. for the first week i really couldnt take it cause it was too tiring.. had blisters on my toes.. legs got swollen.. but by the 2nd week i got used to it..and i seem to njoy werkin there..i was also blessed with WONDERFUL colleagues and manager as well.. but the sad thing is..yest was my manager last day of werk.. she resigned due to she wants to go back to her country(sabah) i was really sad when she told me that yest was her last day.. i m sooooo gonna miss her ALOT!! and now i have to face a new manager..not sure how he's gonna turn out.. i really2 hope he's ok..... *CROSS FINGERS* hmm.. really lookin forward to MAY.. hahas pay cheque+gst=SHOPPIN!! yaaaaahooooo!! alrdy plannin to go makan2 with colleagues, shoppin with frens.. and makan2 with uncles n aunties n the gangs!! REALLY LOOKIN FORWARD~~!! ALRYTE... i tink tts enough update for now.. i'll try my very best to update often..but no promises.. YaYa OuTz
Posted by BabyYaya at 2:13 AM