Monday, January 4, 2010

SHOCKED

" i m sorry b..its nt a gd news n it'll rili affect us..
startin from next wednesday..
i'll only book out on every sat 12pm n go back to camp on sunday night..
until i finish my drivin course which is ard MARCH 13TH
tu pon kalau i pass cepat b..
kalau tak i kene extend..
i'll work hard for us b..
i'll pass my drivin course fast..
so i can meet u every thurs n weekend when i get back to my camp.."
(this is the sms i receive frm him tdy 04/01/2010 @ 12:24pm)

" Its ok la dar~ everythings gonnabe ok yea~ =) " (this was my first reply to him.. obviously i was lyin to myself & to him.. because it wasnt ok.. i was cryin like someone who just lost all directions in life.. only god knows how i felt..how much i want him to be by my side right now..)

" Omg dar dar! who am i kiddin?
No! no its not ok!
How is it ok when i just broke down and cry
like someone who just lost all directions in life when i receive ur sms.." (this is my 2nd reply a few mins after i send the 1st one..i didnt want him to worry bout me at first..but afterall i think he needs to know how i REALLY felt..i want him to know that its not ok to be away from him for so long..i want him to know how miserable i'll feel without him by my side..cause..i love him..so much.. i just cant imagine life without him..)

DAR DAR..
no matter wat happens i'll stay strong with u..
i'll wait for u no matter how long it takes..
as long as i know at the end of everything..
u r mine & i m urs..
we'll be together..always.. I LOVE YOU..



Posted by BabyYaya at 12:52 PM