Wednesday, February 24, 2010

AM I AN ATTENTION SEEKER ?? ans: yes i am but only to the person that i love..
DO I LOVE TO BE PAMPERED?? ans: yes i love to be pampered by the person tt i love..

Hmmm its been a long long time since i last update..ALOT had happen..
i dun even know how or where to begin.. but yea maybe i'll just begin with how i am feelin ryte now..
ryte now i feel like i m all alone..
y??
coz i m emo-ing so tts y i m alone now coz most doesnt like a person tt is emo-ing..
and mostly the peeps tt i know will say i m an attention seeker just coz i m emo-ing..
anyways...
go ahead and say wat u like coz fer wat i know i dun seek attention from others but just from the person tt i love..so yea..
and yea i m the type of person tt is very manje..
i love to be pampered by my bf..
and i m soooo manje tt if my bf were to raise his voice at me or scold me..
i'll AUTO CRY...
well i know i m startin to sound like a spoilt brat...
but yea tts the way i m and i cnt help being tt way...
but is it wrong to be tt way??
and yea if u cant or dont like the way i m...
plss do be my guess and walk away from my life..
i would rather be all alone den hav hypocrites in ma life...
and isnt it sad when u hv a bf tt dun console u when r emo-ing ...
and just say not to think too much and just move on...
SIGH...
in times like this when others turn their back on me..
i just wish u were there fer me and to really understand how i m feelin now instaed of throwin tantrums at me...
sometimes.. when i say its ok it doesnt really mean i m ok..
sometimes when i say u dun have to..doesnt mean u really dun have to..
sigh sometimes i wonder..why am i always there when someone needs me
when yet they r not here when i need them...

Posted by BabyYaya at 2:40 AM