Sunday, March 7, 2010
HEY HEY HEY ~!!!
erms...wait ehk... *blow dust* ekekeke
ok..now my blog is dust-less..
ok....so...i hv to admit nowadays i rarely update my blog like i use to..
reason being is coz i m lazy !! ekekeke
and alot has happened b4 and after i update my last post...
and honestly idk y it took me this long to update my blog...hmmmm...
ok.. so.. as u guys know.. i was attach to AKID aka KID aka DAR DAR...but sad to announce tt we are no longer together.. yea yea..shyts happens and even i didnt see it comin at first...
but yea..lyfe goes on ryte?? hahas !
true enuff it does go on..and now i m officially and happily attach to
JOSHY aka AJEN aka MD AZRIN aka DEAR
ekekekeke..
Ok so maybe u guys are wonderin how come i broke up wit AKID
&
how i ended up being attach to JOSHY ryte??
hmmmm... let me see.. where do i start...
when i first got to noe AKID... as in when we were just frens...we were so happy together...
and i mean really happy... he was always there fer me when i m down..
and was always there to bring laughter back to me..
but eventually one nyte he confessed to me tt he wants to be more than just a close fren to me..
honestly i was in a confuse state at tt point of time...
but somehow i said yes to him... so from there we became closer...
alot of sweet promises were made.. by me & him to ech other...
but well...i guess promises are meant to b broken and things dun always turn out how we want it to be... and sad to say tt in a relationship the truth hurts...
so yea... he broke his promise not to hurt my feelins and i broke my promise nvr to leave him..
i noe he meant well when he said i m his priority and tt he doesnt need his frens coz he knows
tt he have me ...and all he wants is me.. but i guess... tts not how it shud be...
coz i feel suffocated when i cant hv frens and the only person i can turn to is him...
i wud have understand if he doesnt want me to hv any guy frens..but even galfrens?? WTH??
wat am i a prisoner?? sigh... and when i tell him tt i dun like it tt way.. he'll say OK but smehow at the end of the conversation he'll make it sound like i m THE BAD GUY ~!!
so... rather then forcin myself to cont to be in a relationship tt i feel suffocated in.. i made my decision to leave... eventhough i hv to admit i felt hurt and guilty...but i guess tts just how it goes in a relationship... sigh..
and so... i met JOSH.. actually he's been in my previous msn(cutedvl_19@html)
list fer quite sometime but i m not sure
y we seldom or rarely chat wif ech other...guess he got too many gals to entertain at tt point of time..ekekekekeke
until recently about 1mnth++ back when i change my msn add and re added him..
we started chattin with ech other not tt quite often but better den seldom or rarely.. LOL
and from there i got active with FM and yea i guess from there we got closer and yadayadayada~
and i nvr ever tot dat we'd end up together... coz...he's much much much younger den me !!
ok so abit of INTRO bout him..
NAME: JOSH/AJEN/AZRIN(too popular tts why alot of names LOL)
AGE: 19 (this yr 2010)
i guess tts enuff fer the INTRO and yea so he's like 19 and tts like 4 yrs younger den me but hey...!! we get along quite well i must say and moreover...
i dun really look OLD and he dun really look YOUNG
LMFAO !!
and yea.... so we r together now... and i have to admit tt i m happy being with him...
we do stuff together... have fun together... so yea... i m just happy ...
i noe i cant predict how long we'll be together but if i cud.. i wud wanna be wit him forever...
aaaaawwww YAYA!! u r so sweet....!! ekekekekeke
and yea he'll be goin fer NS on 9th MARCH tt is only like 2 days away...
and i noe fer sure tt i'll be missin him like crazy ~!!
gaaaaaahhhhhhh !!!
i cnt wait to meet him 2mrw !! and after tmrw.... *tears*
hmmm... i just hope tt things will work out fer us even though we'll have lesser time together...
ok guys.. i think tts all fer now...i'll try my very best tp update as often aite!! ADIOS !!
PS: dear.. despite wat happen with me and him..
i hope u really do hv trust in me as u noe the reason y it din workout
between me and him..and dear..i'll try my very best not to betray ur trust.. I LOVE U DEAR..
erms...wait ehk... *blow dust* ekekeke
ok..now my blog is dust-less..
ok....so...i hv to admit nowadays i rarely update my blog like i use to..
reason being is coz i m lazy !! ekekeke
and alot has happened b4 and after i update my last post...
and honestly idk y it took me this long to update my blog...hmmmm...
ok.. so.. as u guys know.. i was attach to AKID aka KID aka DAR DAR...but sad to announce tt we are no longer together.. yea yea..shyts happens and even i didnt see it comin at first...
but yea..lyfe goes on ryte?? hahas !
true enuff it does go on..and now i m officially and happily attach to
JOSHY aka AJEN aka MD AZRIN aka DEAR
ekekekeke..
Ok so maybe u guys are wonderin how come i broke up wit AKID
&
how i ended up being attach to JOSHY ryte??
hmmmm... let me see.. where do i start...
when i first got to noe AKID... as in when we were just frens...we were so happy together...
and i mean really happy... he was always there fer me when i m down..
and was always there to bring laughter back to me..
but eventually one nyte he confessed to me tt he wants to be more than just a close fren to me..
honestly i was in a confuse state at tt point of time...
but somehow i said yes to him... so from there we became closer...
alot of sweet promises were made.. by me & him to ech other...
but well...i guess promises are meant to b broken and things dun always turn out how we want it to be... and sad to say tt in a relationship the truth hurts...
so yea... he broke his promise not to hurt my feelins and i broke my promise nvr to leave him..
i noe he meant well when he said i m his priority and tt he doesnt need his frens coz he knows
tt he have me ...and all he wants is me.. but i guess... tts not how it shud be...
coz i feel suffocated when i cant hv frens and the only person i can turn to is him...
i wud have understand if he doesnt want me to hv any guy frens..but even galfrens?? WTH??
wat am i a prisoner?? sigh... and when i tell him tt i dun like it tt way.. he'll say OK but smehow at the end of the conversation he'll make it sound like i m THE BAD GUY ~!!
so... rather then forcin myself to cont to be in a relationship tt i feel suffocated in.. i made my decision to leave... eventhough i hv to admit i felt hurt and guilty...but i guess tts just how it goes in a relationship... sigh..
and so... i met JOSH.. actually he's been in my previous msn(cutedvl_19@html)
list fer quite sometime but i m not sure
y we seldom or rarely chat wif ech other...guess he got too many gals to entertain at tt point of time..ekekekekeke
until recently about 1mnth++ back when i change my msn add and re added him..
we started chattin with ech other not tt quite often but better den seldom or rarely.. LOL
and from there i got active with FM and yea i guess from there we got closer and yadayadayada~
and i nvr ever tot dat we'd end up together... coz...he's much much much younger den me !!
ok so abit of INTRO bout him..
NAME: JOSH/AJEN/AZRIN(too popular tts why alot of names LOL)
AGE: 19 (this yr 2010)
i guess tts enuff fer the INTRO and yea so he's like 19 and tts like 4 yrs younger den me but hey...!! we get along quite well i must say and moreover...
i dun really look OLD and he dun really look YOUNG
LMFAO !!
and yea.... so we r together now... and i have to admit tt i m happy being with him...
we do stuff together... have fun together... so yea... i m just happy ...
i noe i cant predict how long we'll be together but if i cud.. i wud wanna be wit him forever...
aaaaawwww YAYA!! u r so sweet....!! ekekekekeke
and yea he'll be goin fer NS on 9th MARCH tt is only like 2 days away...
and i noe fer sure tt i'll be missin him like crazy ~!!
gaaaaaahhhhhhh !!!
i cnt wait to meet him 2mrw !! and after tmrw.... *tears*
hmmm... i just hope tt things will work out fer us even though we'll have lesser time together...
ok guys.. i think tts all fer now...i'll try my very best tp update as often aite!! ADIOS !!
PS: dear.. despite wat happen with me and him..
i hope u really do hv trust in me as u noe the reason y it din workout
between me and him..and dear..i'll try my very best not to betray ur trust.. I LOVE U DEAR..